Thursday, August 23, 2012

um, i've changed my mind

I've been thinking about that last post I did.  I've been stewing on it, believing in it, grieving about it and finally decided that I needed to plug along with what I have going.  One of the things I hate doing is not being a person of my word.  If I say I'm going to be somewhere, I will be there....even if it's not easy to get there.  I don't think that feeling uncomfortable doing something necessarily means that's it's wrong.  Maybe it's just a challenge.  There's a fine line right?

A friend of mine asked me a few years ago why I have a blog.  I couldn't really give her a clear answer.  It's kind of grown on me and I feel like the people I meet here in blogland are my friends.  It's become a part of my life and although I've not been that consistent lately I want my friends to be able to find it easily.

Over thinking can be a bummer.  I decided to keep this blog public.  At least until I have my next wave of doubt.  It seems to be a seasonal thing.  I may need to change things up and re-decorate.

The other day Eli told me he wanted to take pictures of his Lego people so I can put them on that computer thing I do....

Mess and all, here's on of the things my kids love to do with their time.







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  1. Vanessa/NessieNoodleAugust 23, 2012 at 10:40 AM

    I have actually been thinking about going private with my personal blog and maybe making a different blog for more general things and my photography. I totally get the see-saw feeling you are dealing with!

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    1. kyndaleAugust 23, 2012 at 1:09 PM

      I have thought about doing that too but having one can be work sometimes...feeling like I have to post, etc..It's all in my head. Thanks for understanding where I'm coming from. :)

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  2. AnonymousAugust 23, 2012 at 12:02 PM

    I go back and forth between wanting to keep mine public and wanting it private. I hate not knowing who is reading. In the end I usually think I want to keep it public. Like you've said, I've met some great people and made friendships because of it.

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    1. kyndaleAugust 23, 2012 at 1:10 PM

      It's really hard because I really don't know either who is reading my blog! It's pretty freaky!

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  3. 6512 and growingAugust 25, 2012 at 1:04 PM

    Col frequently asks me to take pictures of his lego creations so I can post them on my blog.
    And yes, it's weird to not know who reads your blog.
    I met a farmer at the farmers market last weekend who said she felt like a weird stalker because she read my blog and knew all about me. Well, when you put it out there like that, that happens, right? xo

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  4. heatherAugust 30, 2012 at 9:13 AM

    are we on the same wavelength or what, kyndale? so interesting. i don't know what half my feelings are all about, but i figure if i'm meant to follow them, they just won't leave me alone, or they'll return again and again and again. i like what rachel said, it you put it out there, that does happen. it's deciding if i want that to happen or not. or if it's worth it. oh so tricky. anyhow. love you.

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  5. cargillwitchNovember 4, 2012 at 6:35 AM

    I haven't popped in in awhile- I have to say I was glad you were still open to the general public! lol. Your so Eli reminds me so much of what my son Eli was like some years ago( he's 18 now). Crew cut hair and obsessed with Lego!

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    1. kyndaleNovember 4, 2012 at 11:38 AM

      Maybe it's in the name! I'm glad you popped in to say hello! xo

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